but i definitely do. i mean for a while i didn’t really know. anyway,

one day i was driving home smoking a boge, i was almost done with it so i went to throw it out the window & it fell under my seat i started freaking out (i have a fear of my car blowing up) and without thinking i kept one hand on the wheel but bent down and started feeling for it with my other hand. well when i did that i swerved into the other lane (going the opposite direction) and almost hit a pole. i looked up seconds before i hit it in enough time to break. i put my car in park and just started crying. i could’ve hit an oncoming car and ended their life or hit the pole and killed myself and i don’t know what even made me look up at the very second but something made me. i always drive by that spot on my way home and i always recall that moment. scariest shit of my life. all i can say is, god was definitely on my side that night.